Steven hile - pumpkin beer
I hVe great luck or terrible luck
I’ve been in 4 car accidents this past year- non of which I caused some In which I should be dead.
I’ve broke my neck, fractured my rear end of the skull, ear-ear, brain hemoridging multiple times, a coma - can not do what I wish I could.
Almost drowning 220m off the coast of Vietnam,… I am either protected or dammed or maybe even strong. I continuously come close to death and see death in the eyes around me.
I hope I’m not just lucky or not just strong
I am going crazy lately
- friends, love, pets, moods- are all temporary. Nothing is certain,'
- What the use of doing anything if nothing lasts?
- Everything is changing, I am not the same man I was 10 minutes ago, and I am not the same boy I was 5 years ago(as much as i wish).
- Im going nuts, and im venting, anyone care to join?
—SMMRBRDS (version)
my long lost friend, how i miss him, enjoy his music and hopefully one day you meet the wonderful ball of energy-Tyler jones (Seattle )
Im lost in my thoughts, and im lost in my mind, im lost online and im lost with all these signs.
I do not know what im looking for, if im looking at all- but one day i will know
I gave up on searching, and picked up waiting.
What goes around comes around, so my optimism loves the sound of that.
Till the day I find what im looking for or it finds me…ill be waiting…. keeping to myself till some form of purpose or love plagues me
i love life

